I can’t deal with this anymore; honestly I think I am too nice. I love too much. I can’t take people. They just come to hurt and abuse you. I am so sick and tired of them. I am going to harden my heart and start treating people the way they treat me. You open yourself up to people and then you find out all they do is lie, gossip, and spread rumors about you. After all the lying and deception, they expect you to forgive them as if you were the problem.
Today is my birthday! Yaay! I have been on a hiatus for the past month and today I felt the need to share, one of the biggest lessons I have had to learn and I am still learning in my few years on this earth. It was while having a great conversation with friends when this title began to bug me. To date this has been the most difficult post to formulate. I really pray that as you read it, you will understand the thoughts I am trying to express.
I am sure that if you have been in church long enough, you thought of Psalm 19:14, in its entirety when you read the title of this post. For me its become so easy to repeat the verse “Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.” Sometimes it becomes so easy to wash, rinse, repeat, going through the motions that we forget this statement needs to be fulfilled in our lives. Its not just something we say because we can, or because it is expected of us. These words should be hidden in our hearts that we might not sin against God (Psalm 119:11).
